include feedback loop in faith article

holy cow edge routing is really fcked up

_posts/philosophy/0000-00-00-rebuilding-my-faith.md

@@ -21,13 +21,16 @@ Faith must therefore be constantly shaped to keep us engaged with the world.
 ## What is **my** Faith?
 
 I believe that I am capable of meaningful interaction with others.
+I believe that I can grow deep roots in the place of my choosing by investing my time to help others.
+I believe that through hard work I can reach the level of self confidence required to pay deep attention to others, without being distracted by my ego.
 
 ```myviz
 digraph {
   overlap=false
   node [fontsize=11 fontname=sans shape=box]
 
   lifeproj [width="2.8"
+    ordering=out
     penwidth=2
     label="Life project
 Be clear on what you want to achieve"]
@@ -38,7 +41,6 @@ Try to be in unison with others"]
   attention [width="2.8"
     penwidth=2
     label="Attention
-Removing your ego when listening
 Be curious about others"]
   learn [width="2.2"
     label="Learn and be amazed
@@ -50,41 +52,57 @@ By helping others"]
   buyin [width="2.2"
     label="Convey your convictions
 to inspire others"]
-  skill [width="2.6"
+  skill [width="2.4"
     label="Skilfully drive but also follow
 the conversation so there is
 pleasure in the exchange"]
-  topics [width="2.6"
+  topics [width="2.4"
     label="Funny, intelligent, mundane
 All are equally important"]
-  reflect [width="2.4"
+  reflect [width="2.2"
     label="Sincerely reflect back
 all the goodness you see in
 your interlocutor"]
   dialectic [width="3.0"
     label="Dialectic has a dual purpose
-* materialize your thoughts
-* understand a different point of view"]
+* materialize your thoughts\l* understand a different point of view\l"]
   interact [
     shape=oval
     label="Meaningful interaction"]
-  absurd [width="3.2"
+  ataraxia [width="3.2"
     color=red
     penwidth=2
     shape=oval
-    label="Be at peace with
-the absurd beauty of the world"]
+    label="I do not want Ataraxia
+I want the freedom to choose
+my way through adversity"]
+  confidence [width="2.4"
+    label="Self-confidence
+Feel equal to anyone
+Listen and suspend judgement"]
+  faith [width="2.4"
+    label="Build a strong Faith
+Constantly hone your values
+And act accordingly"]
 
+  faith -> lifeproj
   lifeproj -> {help learn}
   empathy -> topics
   topics -> skill
   attention -> {dialectic reflect}
   {help learn} -> buyin
   {buyin skill dialectic reflect} -> interact
-  interact -> absurd
+  interact -> ataraxia
+  ataraxia -> confidence [constraint=false]
+  ataraxia -> faith [constraint=false]
+  buyin -> faith [style=invis]
+  reflect -> confidence [style=invis]
+  dialectic -> confidence [style=invis]
+  confidence -> attention
 
   {rank=same lifeproj empathy attention}
   {rank=same reflect dialectic}
+  {rank=same ataraxia faith confidence}
 }
 ```